mood swings

no drugs?
yeah
well
now i am heading on this roller coaster with unfinished tracks

it's strange how i can go from in the pits of despair to the high skies of euphoria

no one reads this

so it's okay to say that my thigh is bleeding heavily
and it's getting on my bed sheets

i'm sorry



my lifestyle isn't healthy and just like every other 16 year old, i can't imagine being 70.
but we're all going to get there
maybe i'm the only one who says that i'm going to die young and know it is a lie

priscilla is constantly entertaining the idea of what she'll be like in 5 years
and even though she is my best friend, i find that i could care less



all i care about is josh
because he loves me back
and by the time i am 70, we'll be married


hopefully


yeah, this elliot smith isn't helping.


tonight, i really want to die









i cannot wait until my hormones can chill and the angt mellows out because god, this is not healthy
at this rate 70 is looking far away


but i'll get there, we all will. we're just too obsessed with ourselves to realize it